Hindsight

Holes in the walls that break apart sweet lips

two sips then falling asleep

holding legs and arms and floating sensations

that drown and pound out the static fog

some holy unfamiliar dream

catastrophic lines that bend pines

and follow you home down dirt and rock bridges

mountains falling and rising with breaths of summer sun

all accumulating under my sheets and getting caught in the cracks

from black to white light sun light

flight when falling calling home when hot tears wash over

all your fears gone

the bright white quiet of winter snow fall

all clean and awake

blue crystal lake that holds you up

wings and rings and feathers on cheeks

sweet cheeks holding all you fear and love in life

wanting to show everything at once

wanting to give everything because thats all you know

all you know is the feeling in your chest beating to get out

to acknowledge the mountain range

to love the sound of cicadas and summer nights

the smell of rain in the spring

filling my room with sweet dreams

and green leaves

and remembering what made you feel more alive then any amount of starving and aching and bricks and sticks and static that could ever come over you.